I am about to EXPLODE. My blood is hot with rage and excess energy. I have no outlets right now- no playing, no drugs, no alcohol, no sex, no self-infliction. I can't do any of those things- I'm beyond them, right? I smoked cigarettes yesterday for the first time in a while. What is wrong with me?
My therapist says exercise or scream in the car. It isn't enough- I've beat the shit out of my couch, screamed my lungs out- all I have at this point is my damn pen and creativity. It is the ONLY thing that really saves me.
Let's try creation, not destruction.
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Creativity is a pretty powerful thing..
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